I can’t believe that I couldn’t see
Once it was there, now it’s haunting me
All that I longed for, forever gone
I had my chance, now I carry on
It’s always over before it begins
No memories, only wasted years
You speak of fate but I know I was wrong
Took it for granted all along
Will I regret this when I reach the end?
No satisfaction, it’s all just pretend
I need to find it before it’s too late
I carry this fear an unbearable weight
Will I find what I long for?
When I look ahead, I see regret
Will I know all I hope for?
When I look ahead, I feel regret
Will I try? Will I let go?
When I look ahead, only regret
There is one single comfort
When I die, I will forget
released December 12, 2014
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